Lucky number 20.

So I went on my lucky date number 20! My 20th man is super awesome, cool, laid-back, the chillest guy I’ve ever met. Let’s call him Tony, because his real name is one of the fake names I’ve given on my blog. hah!  He is 33 years old, lives in Miami and works as a Chef and he owns a small catering business, totally legit he sent me his website and information first hand.  I usually don’t go on dates the first few days we talk, I give it at least 3 weeks to at least a month, but since he was only visiting for a week, I decided to go out with him. I was having second thoughts, I wasn’t sure if he looked cute or not from his photos.  I literally had to send his profile to five different people to decide, whenever I’m on my period my judgement is a little off so I needed a bunch of second opinions, and thankfully I’m surrounded with the most judgmental girls ever.  Alongside I haven’t been on a date in two weeks, and a real date in over a month, but after talking to my best friend and her pushing me to go out since I have nothing else better to do…so I fucking went, I volunteered to get him since he was just visiting, thankfully he looked so much better in his pictures, the photos made him look older but in person he was very charming and he reminded me of my best friend’s boyfriend.  Typical latin papi, machismo, and I bet he probably has a juicy chorizo.  He wanted to eat italian food, but the only places I knew was around North Beach/Russian hill area and parking is a bitch and I’m not down for that cause.  So I told him about this Cuban Restaurant Cha Cha Cha and he was excited to go.  As usual, I ordered my tea since I’m still not drinking!  First time I was at Cha Cha Cha was with Anthony #2, there’s too many guys named Anthony in my life.  Anyway, I did not let those fond memories cloud my date with Tony. Our conversations I would give a solid 7, it wasn’t terrible but it didn’t flow like the my other guys.  Tony is super chill though and slightly funny.  He is a bit of a hot mess, I could tell that he was a heavy drinker and enjoys going to strip clubs a little too much.  I even told him which strip club to go in the city, lol Centerfolds was pretty fun, me and a group of 7 girls plus my friend’s boyfriend all went for new years eve back in 2009, lol. I can’t even tell you the ratchetry that went on that night.  So back to my date, he asked if I wanted to hit up a bar, I wasn’t feeling it already and was ready to go home but he mentioned that his family was going to take him around the city since he wanted to see Lombard St. too, so I told him that I can drive was pretty cool to see him super excited and everyone knows I’m bad with directions so I feel super proud of myself that I was able to be a little tour guide for the night. Lol don’t judge me, this is very rare!  The night was winding down and it was time for us to go our separate ways, I dropped him off at the hotel, I stayed in my car and gave a friendly hug.  He wanted to hang out again the next day, but since I knew he was leaving Sunday I lied and told him that I won’t be free until Sunday.   He was cool to hang out with for one night but not two nights in a row, besides at least like this I made a new friend, especially one that lives in Miami.  So next time I’m in South Beach I know for a fact I’ll be taken cared of.  And ladies and gents..that is what you call future investment hah hah. Goodnight!


-Kamilla Nicole


The Uncircumcised.

Question, has any girl sucked an uncircumcised dick before?..

I want to hear your stories and experiences with them.  I was a little worried and grossed out about the thought of sucking off a dick with extra skin, but once this guy sent me those dick videos, I found them kind of hot..and I usually don’t share dick pics or dick vids with others but I did show this particular one to my gay best friend..listen I’ve never seen an uncircumcised dick in person so I don’t know how it looks, how it works, fuck I didn’t even know how I would react!  So my gay boyfriend Rodger said “oh he has a bun” I had to ask him what that meant, and he basically broke it down to me and said he has extra skin, a cover up, he is basically uncut.  Little fun facts I’ve learned, so at a flaccid state it is covered up, it’s like a little peek-a-boo, think of a pigs in a blanket, lol. bare with me..I am actually okay with it, I thought I would be petrified being near it but I was totally comfortable with it, is it weird that I liked playing with was kind of like play-doh hah hah lol. I am literally laughing as I write this blog.  Anyway, meet Edward..A future lawyer original from SoCal, Armenian, 26 years old and a Pisces and stands at 6’0.

This man is prompt and on time, 9 o’clock sharp he was at the bar, we met at O Izakaya lounge in Japantown, my new favorite go-to place.  Ordered my hot green tea as he ordered his whiskey, I love it when guys order whiskey or scotch.  He was a good time and funny to talk with, fast forward to my apartment, let’s be real I needed to get a great lay and there was no question I was going to fuck him that night.  Same routine, my move was to put on Netflix and pick the most romantic movie, so tonight we fucked to Ghost.. thanks Patrick Swayze.

I give his kissing skill a solid 5, but his foreplay skill a 10.  I find him enticing, and I was quite excited to see his dick, this is my very first uncircumcised penis!  I love having my firsts, so I hurriedly took of his pants and boxers and laid my lips around the tip of his cock. mmmhhh as I moaned, I circled his cock around my inner lips and licked his shaft with my wet tongue.  He asked to film it, I gave him my consent but only with my own phone.  I let him record for 30 seconds and told him to stop because the light was distracting.  I was ready for him to pound my pussy good, within minutes, with no warning..he came! At first I thought he wanted to soak his dick in me since I wasn’t feeling any penetration for a good 3 seconds then I realized he came too fast.  I felt terrible, maybe he was nervous or was just too excited so I said it’s happens.  We took a breather and watched a little bit of the movie..I noticed his cock was getting harder and I knew he was ready for round two.  This time his kisses were different, it got a whole lot better..he got on top of me and slid my legs on his slide..he kept my thong on and moved it to the side and slapped his dick on my pussy.  I was easily wet and his cock slid in me smoothly.  I thought this was going to be longer but lo and behold, he was ready to cum.  This time at least he told me he was about to cum..he couldn’t hold it longer so he came as fast as a speeding bullet.  He stayed for a while to watch the movie with me, I refused to cuddle and was ready to sleep so he was off to depart.  This was an encounter I rather forget..



-Kamilla Nicole


Someone has popped my vanilla cherry…welcome Mattie, typical white boy from middle america, 31 years old, lives in Mountain View, of course works in tech.  What I like about him is that he is super open about himself and as a sexual being.  I respect guys who have no qualms and just own what ever weird and freaky sexual elements they are into.  Embrace it everyone, some guys like their cums to be gargled, some likes the golden shower..hey whatever you are into fucking own that!  So I’ve learned a lot about him, and to respect the short bonding moment we had I’ll keep a few personal informations to myself..but I was shocked to learn that he was a divorcee and he is still battling with many issues that he has.

Oh, I may add our date night was the first time I found out that my date night place Tortilla Heights was closing! I thought they were only renovating the restaurant but unfortunately they are now closed! The first thing I thought about was, fuck where the hell am I going to have my date nights at now?! routine is basically ruined..but I had a back up, I told him there was this lounge in Japantown that is ultra chic and has become my frequent favorite spot.  As we proceeded to go, this lounge was fucking closed on at that point I decided to head back to my place, as I got into my car Mattie made his little move inside my car.   Someone was a little impatient..

I’ve seen what Mattie has to offer, and it was not disappointing, he has a decent cock and I would have not chosen any other white guy to loose my Vanilla cherry to, his sexual appetite was far from Vanilla I must add.  Abruptly, he flipped on my stomach and kissed the back of my neck as he smoothly caressed my ass..without any warning he tightly slapped my right cheek hard. My body involuntarily  jerked on each slaps that he marked on my butt, it was painful and stung but I was enjoying receiving each hit.  I could see he was enjoying and savoring each strike he gives me.  He took off his pants, straddled me on my chest, and fed me his flawless cock, he tasted so good, he thrusted his dick above me and inside my throat, he fondled my breast and proceeded to play with my clit.  I had a full view of his perfectly shaped asshole, I licked around it and entered a finger in him, he squirmed in pleasure as I continued to suck his cock.  He sat on top of me and slapped his dick on my pussy, he teased around my inner thighs until I begged for him to enter me.

My legs clung on to his back as I bit his shoulder blade and begged him to cum I pushed him off and ripped out the condom and sucked his cock.  I wanted to satisfy him, I gripped his cock with both of my hands and deep throated his perfect cock. He was about to cum, I squeezed the tip of the head with my lips and swallowed his dick in me as he was cumming, I gagged and his juices dripped down to my chin down to my nipples.  He tasted sweet, he continued to moan and growl and scream as he came,  I knew he was beyond satisfied when he mentions that he is cross eyed and sighed in blissful relief.  Mattie, is easily one of my favorite cocks I’ve ever had.  There is always a first…and that night was a good introductory for future white boys.


-Kamilla Nicole



Honestly, guys cheating are inevitable. I’m not saying I condone it however I do believe we as sexual beings are not meant to be monogamous. I have the worst male figures around me. I see my male friends, male cousins, and uncles date.. have sex, with a variety of women while still in a relationship with someone. Yes they have their main girl and of course their side chicks. I can’t blame them though, they just love women.. I remember my uncle telling me ‘I just love women, I have to spread my love and energy to everyone.’ This is really the main reason why I probably need to reassess and reroute my sexual and romantic energy. I’m literally lacking emotional connection with everyone lately and ignoring and avoiding any potential attachment have become easier to deny.

-Kamilla Nicole

Eric my very own American Psycho

my my my…I’ve never had a bad date in my whole entire life until this night.  Meet Eric, 26 works at a high end department store and an all-american white boy and he looked quite charming and cute in his photos. I was in LA when he asked me out for drinks, so I offered a raincheck and mentioned I will be back the following week.  He followed-up and since I had no dates lined up that week I decided to go.  I was not expecting anything from this night since Eric and I barely exchanged any text messages, but he seemed pretty normal. ‘boy was I wrong.’ We met up at O Izakaya Lounge next to Hotel Kabuki in Japantown, it was my first time going there and I instantly loved the atmosphere.  It was very low key and very chic, I wasn’t drinking so  I ordered an iced green tea, he proceeded to order tacos.  Alright, I don’t mean to be judge-mental however the way this man chewed his food, and the way he scooped the little bits of onions and meat off the plate was disgusting.  He even asked me if I was judging the way he ate, ‘tacos are messy’ he says..and I obviously lied and said ‘no you are totally fine.’  But! I couldn’t look at him, I distracted myself by asking him why he was on Tinder and what his story is all about.  He was looking for a partner to try more adventurous things in bed and as we exchanged stories I realized, he was kind of vanilla..poor guy all the girls he has been with have been conservative and wouldn’t allow him to do even the slightest spanking or hair pulling.  I cannot even imagine that! Those things are part of my foreplay every time! So, midway through one of our conversations he mentioned how I am making him feel like Patrick Bateman (the sociopath on American Psycho, which is by the way one of my favorite movies), right when he said that I knew the date was over!  He was openly sharing the kinky shit he wanted to do to me, and how much he would love to fuck me.  I fucking lied to this guy and said “I like to meet the guys first and fuck them on another night.” FUCKING LoL we all know that was a lie! But, I felt so bad rejecting him that I found myself lying even more, I kept telling him that we will hook up next time we hang out but not tonight.  He basically called me an idiot, or as he said it was idiotic for me not to sleep with him since I wasted his time!  Can you all believe this asshole?!  I don’t even know if I was just a pushover but as we were leaving he asked if he can at least get a kiss, so as a consolation prize we fucking made out in my car.  It was quick, like a 5 minute session, he was a good kisser I’ll give him that but I wasn’t attracted to him.  I can feel his boner growing, I’m just a naturally good kisser, what can I say? But I had to end it..and told him that’s it.  Every time he had his fingers around my teased hair, I wanted to scream in agony! Those fingers were scooping those fucking onions and meat earlier! Oh my god, he did go to the bathroom after..I hope he washed his fucking hands!..Anyway, So, I thought he was going to leave but instead he asked me for a ride home, lol. okay I know..I just wanted this night to be over, so I just drove his ass home.  I was literally mortified! Worst date ever!


-Kamilla Nicole