Toma dos’

I wasn’t expecting a round two that night, I heard him shuffling around his room, I opened my eyes and saw him put on chapstick, he came back to bed and I rolled over to hug his arms.  I raised my head to kiss him, and he continually kissed me.  I have to say, he has got to be easy top 3 as my best lay and best kiss.  His kisses weakens me at my knees, his upper lip graces down to bottom lip, I feel his tongue pass my lips, our tongues twisting and playing onto each other, deeper and more passionately, it’s as if I can still feel his soft lips on me, it felt so good.

His nipples were his sensitive spot, I twirled my tongue around his erect nipples, kissing across his manly chest hair, down to his stomach.  I lightly kissed his cock, I put my mouth around his shaft and blew warm air through it, I stroked his cock with my hands, making eye contact.  I lifted his hard cock back to his stomach and licked his balls, and down the middle of his cock.  I stroked my tongue on the tip of his dick and slapped it across my tongue.  My hands are gliding up and down his cock as I gently took his balls in my mouth.  I let him guide my mouth to the rhythm he wanted, I moaned in pleasure and approval.  I was milking his cock with my mouth and tasted his sweet juices down my throat.  He raised my head and kissed me, he bent me over and spanked my vast ass. I laid flat on my stomach, grabbing onto his pillows, he slid his cock between my legs.  I squeezed onto his cock tight every time it entered me, I relished the friction of his veins and thick prick inside my wet pussy.   I was pleased with his speed and taking his time to indulgence me with my own satisfaction.  He was ready to cum, as I was, his warm cum shot inside my surface and my pussy quivering in pleasure still wrapped around his wet cock.






I call him papi, he is jewish-mexican; 5’9 and very good-looking.  Despite of his height, let me tell you that his package is nothing short nor small!  On a flaccid state it’s big, and when it’s hard it is even bigger!  My first night with him was very memorable,  papi was born in August, which makes him a leo daddy, super generous and a very, very giving man ;}.  For our first date, he took me to my favorite restaurant Ristorante Allegria in downtown napa, they have the best pasta dishes and their bread pudding and tiramisu are to die for!  He was so easy to talk to, very funny and he moonlights as a stand-up comedian.  I enjoyed spending time with him, he was talkative and entertaining.  After dinner we went next door for drinks at Andaz hotel, I love Napa so much the ambience and everything about it.  The night was coming to a close and he invited me over to watch a movie, I of course knew exactly what that meant and I was definitely up for a little penetration that evening.

He lives at this victorian house with two other roommates, his room was pleasantly spacious and tidy.  I hopped under the covers and snuggled with him, he leaned over and gently kissed me.  I can still recall his soft lips, one of the best kissers I’ve had.   He knew how to take care of his girl, he grabbed onto my ankles and swayed them to his side and instantly took my panties off.  He kissed me once again, down to my neck, my nipples, and in between my legs.  He slowly teased me, kissing my inner thighs then his vast tongue swept across my wet outer labia.   I slightly moaned, I remembered that he had roommates, be quiet I said to myself.  He mildly nibbled my erect clit, I can feel myself soaking wet with my own juices and his saliva.  He eagerly devoured my little pussy like a ravenous beast.  My body was in convulsion, and I came multiple times, and I was aching to taste him.  I grabbed his head in between my legs and kissed him firmly, I straddled his waist and quickly unbuttoned his pants.  His cock was massive, staring at me, wanting me to consume all of his veiny and throbbing body.  I took a mouthful of his cock, he tasted pleasurable.  I relaxed my throat and took every inch of his cock inside my mouth down to my throat. He was squirming in pleasure and ordered me to ride his cock, I obeyed and entered the tip of his cock first and slowly took in all of his heavy cock.  Our body was in perfect rhythm, his lips pressed hard onto mine, his mouth opened wide asking me to fuel him with my saliva.  I slowly dripped my saliva into his mouth, he was thirsty for me, he kissed me harder his tongue swirled around my mouth similar to his motions in my pussy.   His cock filled my insides as I was hopping in and out of his big cock, the tip of his head was hitting the soft walls of my vagina, I was ready to come, and I knew I was about to cum hard.   Simultaneously we made identical shriek, filled with heavy orgasm as I felt his full load drip down my thighs.  My head settled on his chest, my ears can hear his heart beating, he kissed me on my forehead as my eyes calmly shut.


I saw Anthony again 4 years later.

I’m reposting the post I made about Anthony years ago! and at the end of it I will indulge you on how our meeting happened 4 years later. lol.



I should really retire this name..

I’ve finally met the lurve of my life, okay granted we spent one whole magical evening together and it was my first time meeting him but I was instantly in lurve!  Looking back at it, I think I will leave it at that..We had the most amazing night and there is really no need to follow up on it or make a second date from it.  I shed a lot of tears from that date and evening.  I haven’t felt like this since Z..but this time I was vulnerable, I let my guard down and did a lot of things that I usually do not EVER do or condone.!

So meet Anthony, 28 an electrician in the city, he works at many construction sites and he lives in San Jose.  He literally looks like a latino wolverine, I was instantly attracted to him..he picked me up and immediately complimented me, telling me how beautiful I am..obviously I ate it all up, what girl doesn’t like to be fed their egos like this..he was quite good with his words.  On the way to our dinner he drove by Dolores Park, I mentioned that it was the only place in the city that I have not been to (fyi Dolores Park is where you basically go to smoke weed or do other drugs) and it is a big enough land to do anything tan he drove his car through the curb just so that I can see it and take a picture of the view, it was quite romantic…he also didn’t mind me adding himself on Instagram.   So Anthony took me to this Cuban Restaurant Cha Cha Cha in the Mission, there is also one on Haight but most people goes to this location..This date was one of the most amazing dates I’ve ever had.  He was fun I was literally wined and dined and that is my favorite thing ever!

This man earned his golden ticket, he invited himself up and I did not fight him for it, I showed him my apartment and we proceeded to fool around on my couch.  His strong arms manhandled me down and pinned my arms above my head and spread my legs rapidly.  My laced panties were drenched, he played with my clit while kissing my lips, his mouth matched with the rhythms of my tongue.  He guided my hand to his hard cock, I loved the way he tasted, as he was about to put his cock in me I stopped him! “First, I was thinking was he gonna put his cock in me without a condom?! and Secondly, I want to see him again I can’t fuck him on our first date, he won’t be around!” I resisted, instead we stopped and talked for a while..I don’t know what happened but we were suddenly both on my bed, I kept saying no and resisting his arms, he was too strong for me, I didn’t want to have sex with him..but his kisses were poison, I was too weak to decline, at last I grabbed a condom from my collection and as he entered his dick in me, he filled my pussy so well.  Anthony did not fuck me, he made love to me..omg from this time I knew I was in too deep and I need to gather myself because I am about to fall hard for this guy.  He thrusted every inch of his cock and was intensely looking into my eye, I felt bare, it was as if he was looking into my soul.  I closed my eyes, his sweat was dripping on my face and down my chest, our chemistry was intense and raw and carnal. I was enjoying it too much, I loved it too much.  He finally released his juices, I went to the bathroom first to clean up as I was about to sit up, he grabbed me and cuddled with me. “Here I go again! breaking my rules, no cuddling Kamilla!” We talked about his upbringing, his exes, his family, his future, and his dreams, my head was on top of his chest, I could hear his heart beating so fast…At this point, I am petrified. Am I developing feelings already? FUCK!..He stayed and sleptover, yes another rule I broke..I don’t usually do sleepovers but I let him stay the night.

As I turned around to my other side, he grabbed on to me and would not let go of me, we held hands throughout the night I could feel his dick touching my ass.  A few hours later I woke up, it was 2am..I tried to sneak off to the bathroom but he woke up and hugged me tightly, he leaned down to kiss me, oh my..I felt his prick harden..I could hear him say “Is this what you like Kam?” Oh my it is! I was so horny for him, I tried not to scream or make any sounds as he fucked my pussy so good, it was late I had to be silent.  I did one thing that I said I would never do..I had sex with him without a stupid, I am so stupid..I let my guard down, and I let him fuck me. But his dick was perfect for my pussy, he slid in his cock in and out, Anthony stroked my hair away from my face and kissed me, he was about to cum and pulled out his dick and released his warm juiced all over my stomach, his cum was warm and I lathered it around my body, he fingered me to cum, I can feel his own juices on his fingers as he penetrated me.  He was a gentle lover, he was my future boyfriend in my head..fuck I like him too much. Fuck. I do like him.

We slept through the night..he left early in the morning, we said our goodbye kisses..this was a good birthday present for myself, for the first time in my life I did not want this man to go. I held on longer. Don’t leave. I want you to stay.


-Kamilla Nicole.


Fast forward to present time 2k17.

My old job had me traveling alot, mostly to local areas.  My boss at the time fired the whole team at one of our location in Silicon Valley, she needed me to stay overnight and booked me a hotel in the area.  I finished closing early and had a little time to roam around, prior to this day Anthony has been reaching out to me the last 3 weeks.  He has been following me on snapchat, watching my snap, messaging me on snap and texting me too.  By the way he is also now a father, notice how I did not address him as daddy. lol.  Anthony is also in a relationship with the mother of his child, he says that they are in an open relationship.  At this point I was just having fun and being carefree so I was also very responsive with him.  The time that I was in town, he kept pressing on meeting with me so the curious side of me did want to see him and to catch up.  Thankfully, I always have my ratchet bag in my car in case of emergencies like this.  I put on black-laced shorts, a baggy sweater and platform and sally hansen-ed the fuck of my legs, did not shave my pussy because I knew I wasn’t going to fuck him.  Before I forget to mention this was also the same night Trump won the election. So, He picked me up with the same car he picked me up on 4 years ago, as I entered the car I gave him a hug.  I noticed that he looked a little older and a little more ran down.  He definitely looked like a dad.  I was worried that old feelings and excitement would cloud my judgement, but seeing him again gave me good closure that I didn’t think I needed.  I can honestly say that I dodged a bullet, I now understand when people say it is just not meant to be and he is just not yours.  The first time I saw him I thought I was inlove, my head was in cloud nine… I was so into him, now looking at him and hearing about his current life and his state of mind when I first met him, I am so glad that God and the sex gods made sure that we did not end up together.  He brought me to a local bar, and there we talked he kept his hands to himself most of the time, he had his palm at my back or my lap during the time we were together.  It was getting late and I still had to work the next day so I asked him to drive me back to the hotel, I definitely think he thought he was about to get laid.  He seemed very disappointed when I did not invite him back to my room, I wanted to just give him a small kiss on the cheek, but he grabbed my face and we just started to makeout.  I pulled away within a few seconds because I didn’t want to give him any idea, when I felt his fingers in between my legs that was my signal to pull away.  “Oh, so just like that huh?” he said. “Yes just like that tony, goodnight.” I responded.




The Uncircumcised.

Question, has any girl sucked an uncircumcised dick before?..

I want to hear your stories and experiences with them.  I was a little worried and grossed out about the thought of sucking off a dick with extra skin, but once this guy sent me those dick videos, I found them kind of hot..and I usually don’t share dick pics or dick vids with others but I did show this particular one to my gay best friend..listen I’ve never seen an uncircumcised dick in person so I don’t know how it looks, how it works, fuck I didn’t even know how I would react!  So my gay boyfriend Rodger said “oh he has a bun” I had to ask him what that meant, and he basically broke it down to me and said he has extra skin, a cover up, he is basically uncut.  Little fun facts I’ve learned, so at a flaccid state it is covered up, it’s like a little peek-a-boo, think of a pigs in a blanket, lol. bare with me..I am actually okay with it, I thought I would be petrified being near it but I was totally comfortable with it, is it weird that I liked playing with was kind of like play-doh hah hah lol. I am literally laughing as I write this blog.  Anyway, meet Edward..A future lawyer original from SoCal, Armenian, 26 years old and a Pisces and stands at 6’0.

This man is prompt and on time, 9 o’clock sharp he was at the bar, we met at O Izakaya lounge in Japantown, my new favorite go-to place.  Ordered my hot green tea as he ordered his whiskey, I love it when guys order whiskey or scotch.  He was a good time and funny to talk with, fast forward to my apartment, let’s be real I needed to get a great lay and there was no question I was going to fuck him that night.  Same routine, my move was to put on Netflix and pick the most romantic movie, so tonight we fucked to Ghost.. thanks Patrick Swayze.

I give his kissing skill a solid 5, but his foreplay skill a 10.  I find him enticing, and I was quite excited to see his dick, this is my very first uncircumcised penis!  I love having my firsts, so I hurriedly took of his pants and boxers and laid my lips around the tip of his cock. mmmhhh as I moaned, I circled his cock around my inner lips and licked his shaft with my wet tongue.  He asked to film it, I gave him my consent but only with my own phone.  I let him record for 30 seconds and told him to stop because the light was distracting.  I was ready for him to pound my pussy good, within minutes, with no warning..he came! At first I thought he wanted to soak his dick in me since I wasn’t feeling any penetration for a good 3 seconds then I realized he came too fast.  I felt terrible, maybe he was nervous or was just too excited so I said it’s happens.  We took a breather and watched a little bit of the movie..I noticed his cock was getting harder and I knew he was ready for round two.  This time his kisses were different, it got a whole lot better..he got on top of me and slid my legs on his slide..he kept my thong on and moved it to the side and slapped his dick on my pussy.  I was easily wet and his cock slid in me smoothly.  I thought this was going to be longer but lo and behold, he was ready to cum.  This time at least he told me he was about to cum..he couldn’t hold it longer so he came as fast as a speeding bullet.  He stayed for a while to watch the movie with me, I refused to cuddle and was ready to sleep so he was off to depart.  This was an encounter I rather forget..



-Kamilla Nicole


Someone has popped my vanilla cherry…welcome Mattie, typical white boy from middle america, 31 years old, lives in Mountain View, of course works in tech.  What I like about him is that he is super open about himself and as a sexual being.  I respect guys who have no qualms and just own what ever weird and freaky sexual elements they are into.  Embrace it everyone, some guys like their cums to be gargled, some likes the golden shower..hey whatever you are into fucking own that!  So I’ve learned a lot about him, and to respect the short bonding moment we had I’ll keep a few personal informations to myself..but I was shocked to learn that he was a divorcee and he is still battling with many issues that he has.

Oh, I may add our date night was the first time I found out that my date night place Tortilla Heights was closing! I thought they were only renovating the restaurant but unfortunately they are now closed! The first thing I thought about was, fuck where the hell am I going to have my date nights at now?! routine is basically ruined..but I had a back up, I told him there was this lounge in Japantown that is ultra chic and has become my frequent favorite spot.  As we proceeded to go, this lounge was fucking closed on at that point I decided to head back to my place, as I got into my car Mattie made his little move inside my car.   Someone was a little impatient..

I’ve seen what Mattie has to offer, and it was not disappointing, he has a decent cock and I would have not chosen any other white guy to loose my Vanilla cherry to, his sexual appetite was far from Vanilla I must add.  Abruptly, he flipped on my stomach and kissed the back of my neck as he smoothly caressed my ass..without any warning he tightly slapped my right cheek hard. My body involuntarily  jerked on each slaps that he marked on my butt, it was painful and stung but I was enjoying receiving each hit.  I could see he was enjoying and savoring each strike he gives me.  He took off his pants, straddled me on my chest, and fed me his flawless cock, he tasted so good, he thrusted his dick above me and inside my throat, he fondled my breast and proceeded to play with my clit.  I had a full view of his perfectly shaped asshole, I licked around it and entered a finger in him, he squirmed in pleasure as I continued to suck his cock.  He sat on top of me and slapped his dick on my pussy, he teased around my inner thighs until I begged for him to enter me.

My legs clung on to his back as I bit his shoulder blade and begged him to cum I pushed him off and ripped out the condom and sucked his cock.  I wanted to satisfy him, I gripped his cock with both of my hands and deep throated his perfect cock. He was about to cum, I squeezed the tip of the head with my lips and swallowed his dick in me as he was cumming, I gagged and his juices dripped down to my chin down to my nipples.  He tasted sweet, he continued to moan and growl and scream as he came,  I knew he was beyond satisfied when he mentions that he is cross eyed and sighed in blissful relief.  Mattie, is easily one of my favorite cocks I’ve ever had.  There is always a first…and that night was a good introductory for future white boys.


-Kamilla Nicole



Honestly, guys cheating are inevitable. I’m not saying I condone it however I do believe we as sexual beings are not meant to be monogamous. I have the worst male figures around me. I see my male friends, male cousins, and uncles date.. have sex, with a variety of women while still in a relationship with someone. Yes they have their main girl and of course their side chicks. I can’t blame them though, they just love women.. I remember my uncle telling me ‘I just love women, I have to spread my love and energy to everyone.’ This is really the main reason why I probably need to reassess and reroute my sexual and romantic energy. I’m literally lacking emotional connection with everyone lately and ignoring and avoiding any potential attachment have become easier to deny.

-Kamilla Nicole

Eric my very own American Psycho

my my my…I’ve never had a bad date in my whole entire life until this night.  Meet Eric, 26 works at a high end department store and an all-american white boy and he looked quite charming and cute in his photos. I was in LA when he asked me out for drinks, so I offered a raincheck and mentioned I will be back the following week.  He followed-up and since I had no dates lined up that week I decided to go.  I was not expecting anything from this night since Eric and I barely exchanged any text messages, but he seemed pretty normal. ‘boy was I wrong.’ We met up at O Izakaya Lounge next to Hotel Kabuki in Japantown, it was my first time going there and I instantly loved the atmosphere.  It was very low key and very chic, I wasn’t drinking so  I ordered an iced green tea, he proceeded to order tacos.  Alright, I don’t mean to be judge-mental however the way this man chewed his food, and the way he scooped the little bits of onions and meat off the plate was disgusting.  He even asked me if I was judging the way he ate, ‘tacos are messy’ he says..and I obviously lied and said ‘no you are totally fine.’  But! I couldn’t look at him, I distracted myself by asking him why he was on Tinder and what his story is all about.  He was looking for a partner to try more adventurous things in bed and as we exchanged stories I realized, he was kind of vanilla..poor guy all the girls he has been with have been conservative and wouldn’t allow him to do even the slightest spanking or hair pulling.  I cannot even imagine that! Those things are part of my foreplay every time! So, midway through one of our conversations he mentioned how I am making him feel like Patrick Bateman (the sociopath on American Psycho, which is by the way one of my favorite movies), right when he said that I knew the date was over!  He was openly sharing the kinky shit he wanted to do to me, and how much he would love to fuck me.  I fucking lied to this guy and said “I like to meet the guys first and fuck them on another night.” FUCKING LoL we all know that was a lie! But, I felt so bad rejecting him that I found myself lying even more, I kept telling him that we will hook up next time we hang out but not tonight.  He basically called me an idiot, or as he said it was idiotic for me not to sleep with him since I wasted his time!  Can you all believe this asshole?!  I don’t even know if I was just a pushover but as we were leaving he asked if he can at least get a kiss, so as a consolation prize we fucking made out in my car.  It was quick, like a 5 minute session, he was a good kisser I’ll give him that but I wasn’t attracted to him.  I can feel his boner growing, I’m just a naturally good kisser, what can I say? But I had to end it..and told him that’s it.  Every time he had his fingers around my teased hair, I wanted to scream in agony! Those fingers were scooping those fucking onions and meat earlier! Oh my god, he did go to the bathroom after..I hope he washed his fucking hands!..Anyway, So, I thought he was going to leave but instead he asked me for a ride home, lol. okay I know..I just wanted this night to be over, so I just drove his ass home.  I was literally mortified! Worst date ever!


-Kamilla Nicole