I saw Anthony again 4 years later.

I’m reposting the post I made about Anthony years ago! and at the end of it I will indulge you on how our meeting happened 4 years later. lol.

 

 

I should really retire this name..

I’ve finally met the lurve of my life, okay granted we spent one whole magical evening together and it was my first time meeting him but I was instantly in lurve!  Looking back at it, I think I will leave it at that..We had the most amazing night and there is really no need to follow up on it or make a second date from it.  I shed a lot of tears from that date and evening.  I haven’t felt like this since Z..but this time I was vulnerable, I let my guard down and did a lot of things that I usually do not EVER do or condone.!

So meet Anthony, 28 an electrician in the city, he works at many construction sites and he lives in San Jose.  He literally looks like a latino wolverine, I was instantly attracted to him..he picked me up and immediately complimented me, telling me how beautiful I am..obviously I ate it all up, what girl doesn’t like to be fed their egos like this..he was quite good with his words.  On the way to our dinner he drove by Dolores Park, I mentioned that it was the only place in the city that I have not been to (fyi Dolores Park is where you basically go to smoke weed or do other drugs) and it is a big enough land to do anything tan etc..so he drove his car through the curb just so that I can see it and take a picture of the view, it was quite romantic…he also didn’t mind me adding himself on Instagram.   So Anthony took me to this Cuban Restaurant Cha Cha Cha in the Mission, there is also one on Haight but most people goes to this location..This date was one of the most amazing dates I’ve ever had.  He was fun I was literally wined and dined and that is my favorite thing ever!

This man earned his golden ticket, he invited himself up and I did not fight him for it, I showed him my apartment and we proceeded to fool around on my couch.  His strong arms manhandled me down and pinned my arms above my head and spread my legs rapidly.  My laced panties were drenched, he played with my clit while kissing my lips, his mouth matched with the rhythms of my tongue.  He guided my hand to his hard cock, I loved the way he tasted, as he was about to put his cock in me I stopped him! “First, I was thinking was he gonna put his cock in me without a condom?! and Secondly, I want to see him again I can’t fuck him on our first date, he won’t be around!” I resisted, instead we stopped and talked for a while..I don’t know what happened but we were suddenly both on my bed, I kept saying no and resisting his arms, he was too strong for me, I didn’t want to have sex with him..but his kisses were poison, I was too weak to decline, at last I grabbed a condom from my collection and as he entered his dick in me, he filled my pussy so well.  Anthony did not fuck me, he made love to me..omg from this time I knew I was in too deep and I need to gather myself because I am about to fall hard for this guy.  He thrusted every inch of his cock and was intensely looking into my eye, I felt bare, it was as if he was looking into my soul.  I closed my eyes, his sweat was dripping on my face and down my chest, our chemistry was intense and raw and carnal. I was enjoying it too much, I loved it too much.  He finally released his juices, I went to the bathroom first to clean up as I was about to sit up, he grabbed me and cuddled with me. “Here I go again! breaking my rules, no cuddling Kamilla!” We talked about his upbringing, his exes, his family, his future, and his dreams, my head was on top of his chest, I could hear his heart beating so fast…At this point, I am petrified. Am I developing feelings already? FUCK!..He stayed and sleptover, yes another rule I broke..I don’t usually do sleepovers but I let him stay the night.

As I turned around to my other side, he grabbed on to me and would not let go of me, we held hands throughout the night I could feel his dick touching my ass.  A few hours later I woke up, it was 2am..I tried to sneak off to the bathroom but he woke up and hugged me tightly, he leaned down to kiss me, oh my..I felt his prick harden..I could hear him say “Is this what you like Kam?” Oh my it is! I was so horny for him, I tried not to scream or make any sounds as he fucked my pussy so good, it was late I had to be silent.  I did one thing that I said I would never do..I had sex with him without a condom..so stupid, I am so stupid..I let my guard down, and I let him fuck me. But his dick was perfect for my pussy, he slid in his cock in and out, Anthony stroked my hair away from my face and kissed me, he was about to cum and pulled out his dick and released his warm juiced all over my stomach, his cum was warm and I lathered it around my body, he fingered me to cum, I can feel his own juices on his fingers as he penetrated me.  He was a gentle lover, he was my future boyfriend in my head..fuck I like him too much. Fuck. I do like him.

We slept through the night..he left early in the morning, we said our goodbye kisses..this was a good birthday present for myself, for the first time in my life I did not want this man to go. I held on longer. Don’t leave. I want you to stay.

 

-Kamilla Nicole.

 

Fast forward to present time 2k17.

My old job had me traveling alot, mostly to local areas.  My boss at the time fired the whole team at one of our location in Silicon Valley, she needed me to stay overnight and booked me a hotel in the area.  I finished closing early and had a little time to roam around, prior to this day Anthony has been reaching out to me the last 3 weeks.  He has been following me on snapchat, watching my snap, messaging me on snap and texting me too.  By the way he is also now a father, notice how I did not address him as daddy. lol.  Anthony is also in a relationship with the mother of his child, he says that they are in an open relationship.  At this point I was just having fun and being carefree so I was also very responsive with him.  The time that I was in town, he kept pressing on meeting with me so the curious side of me did want to see him and to catch up.  Thankfully, I always have my ratchet bag in my car in case of emergencies like this.  I put on black-laced shorts, a baggy sweater and platform and sally hansen-ed the fuck of my legs, did not shave my pussy because I knew I wasn’t going to fuck him.  Before I forget to mention this was also the same night Trump won the election. So, He picked me up with the same car he picked me up on 4 years ago, as I entered the car I gave him a hug.  I noticed that he looked a little older and a little more ran down.  He definitely looked like a dad.  I was worried that old feelings and excitement would cloud my judgement, but seeing him again gave me good closure that I didn’t think I needed.  I can honestly say that I dodged a bullet, I now understand when people say it is just not meant to be and he is just not yours.  The first time I saw him I thought I was inlove, my head was in cloud nine… I was so into him, now looking at him and hearing about his current life and his state of mind when I first met him, I am so glad that God and the sex gods made sure that we did not end up together.  He brought me to a local bar, and there we talked he kept his hands to himself most of the time, he had his palm at my back or my lap during the time we were together.  It was getting late and I still had to work the next day so I asked him to drive me back to the hotel, I definitely think he thought he was about to get laid.  He seemed very disappointed when I did not invite him back to my room, I wanted to just give him a small kiss on the cheek, but he grabbed my face and we just started to makeout.  I pulled away within a few seconds because I didn’t want to give him any idea, when I felt his fingers in between my legs that was my signal to pull away.  “Oh, so just like that huh?” he said. “Yes just like that tony, goodnight.” I responded.

 

XX

K

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Ed the pornstar.

YES!

You read that right, I went on an evening hiking date with a guy that was in a few porn film. Yes, go ahead and pick up that jaw your dropped..Let me start of by saying, there was no way I was going to have sex with this guy.  Listen, I am very confident with my skills and what I have to offer along with my sex value, but let’s be real, it is not at a pornstar level…just yet! I was too intimidated, but he would probably the best one to hone my skills, I mean who better to tell me what to do and what I can improve..right? Ed was a tad bit short too, but he seems cool so I let him take me out, he picked me up at the douchiest car ever..he drives a two-seater bmw, I hate the sounds that sports car make with their engine, I get super embarrassed when guys do that to their cars. ugh! Anyway, I wasn’t aware that we would have to hike up this hill in order to see the city view that he has been telling me.  I of course wore one of my freakum dress and my black 4inch hell boots.  Boy! warn me next time.  So he took me up the hill, I was fucking out of breath and he was too because he was worried that I would fall on my ass and was extremely worried, so I thought that was cute of him, we stayed for a bit.. it was too windy so we wrapped up and he drove me back home, we talked at my building’s parking lot and we shared a few tinder stories, Ed was like a homie, I could so see me and him hanging out but just as friends..oh btw he was trying to give me a back massage up on the hill and I had a feeling he was trying to make a move but couldn’t execute it..whoops. Anyway, he is amazing and fun and super nice but the sexual chemistry just was not there.  Oh well, if I was another girl I would definitely suck his dick and his perfectly sized balls.  Ladies, message me if you want to take a ride on Ed mobile ;]

 

-Kamilla Nicole

Anthony #2

I should really retire this name..

I’ve finally met the lurve of my life, okay granted we spent one whole magical evening together and it was my first time meeting him but I was instantly in lurve!  Looking back at it, I think I will leave it at that..We had the most amazing night and there is really no need to follow up on it or make a second date from it.  I shed a lot of tears from that date and evening.  I haven’t felt like this since Z..but this time I was vulnerable, I let my guard down and did a lot of things that I usually do not EVER do or condone.!

So meet Anthony, 28 an electrician in the city, he works at many construction sites and he lives in San Jose.  He literally looks like a latino wolverine, I was instantly attracted to him..he picked me up and immediately complimented me, telling me how beautiful I am..obviously I ate it all up, what girl doesn’t like to be fed their egos like this..he was quite good with his words.  On the way to our dinner he drove by Dolores Park, I mentioned that it was the only place in the city that I have not been to (fyi Dolores Park is where you basically go to smoke weed or do other drugs) and it is a big enough land to do anything tan etc..so he drove his car through the curb just so that I can see it and take a picture of the view, it was quite romantic…he also didn’t mind me adding himself on Instagram.   So Anthony took me to this Cuban Restaurant Cha Cha Cha in the Mission, there is also one on Haight but most people goes to this location..This date was one of the most amazing dates I’ve ever had.  He was fun I was literally wined and dined and that is my favorite thing ever!

This man earned his golden ticket, he invited himself up and I did not fight him for it, I showed him my apartment and we proceeded to fool around on my couch.  His strong arms manhandled me down and pinned my arms above my head and spread my legs rapidly.  My laced panties were drenched, he played with my clit while kissing my lips, his mouth matched with the rhythms of my tongue.  He guided my hand to his hard cock, I loved the way he tasted, as he was about to put his cock in me I stopped him! “First, I was thinking was he gonna put his cock in me without a condom?! and Secondly, I want to see him again I can’t fuck him on our first date, he won’t be around!” I resisted, instead we stopped and talked for a while..I don’t know what happened but we were suddenly both on my bed, I kept saying no and resisting his arms, he was too strong for me, I didn’t want to have sex with him..but his kisses were poison, I was too weak to decline, at last I grabbed a condom from my collection and as he entered his dick in me, he filled my pussy so well.  Anthony did not fuck me, he made love to me..omg from this time I knew I was in too deep and I need to gather myself because I am about to fall hard for this guy.  He thrusted every inch of his cock and was intensely looking into my eye, I felt bare, it was as if he was looking into my soul.  I closed my eyes, his sweat was dripping on my face and down my chest, our chemistry was intense and raw and carnal. I was enjoying it too much, I loved it too much.  He finally released his juices, I went to the bathroom first to clean up as I was about to sit up, he grabbed me and cuddled with me. “Here I go again! breaking my rules, no cuddling Kamilla!” We talked about his upbringing, his exes, his family, his future, and his dreams, my head was on top of his chest, I could hear his heart beating so fast…At this point, I am petrified. Am I developing feelings already? FUCK!..He stayed and sleptover, yes another rule I broke..I don’t usually do sleepovers but I let him stay the night.

As I turned around to my other side, he grabbed on to me and would not let go of me, we held hands throughout the night I could feel his dick touching my ass.  A few hours later I woke up, it was 2am..I tried to sneak off to the bathroom but he woke up and hugged me tightly, he leaned down to kiss me, oh my..I felt his prick harden..I could hear him say “Is this what you like Kam?” Oh my it is! I was so horny for him, I tried not to scream or make any sounds as he fucked my pussy so good, it was late I had to be silent.  I did one thing that I said I would never do..I had sex with him without a condom..so stupid, I am so stupid..I let my guard down, and I let him fuck me. But his dick was perfect for my pussy, he slid in his cock in and out, Anthony stroked my hair away from my face and kissed me, he was about to cum and pulled out his dick and released his warm juiced all over my stomach, his cum was warm and I lathered it around my body, he fingered me to cum, I can feel his own juices on his fingers as he penetrated me.  He was a gentle lover, he was my future boyfriend in my head..fuck I like him too much. Fuck. I do like him.

We slept through the night..he left early in the morning, we said our goodbye kisses..this was a good birthday present for myself, for the first time in my life I did not want this man to go. I held on longer. Don’t leave. I want you to stay.

 

-Kamilla Nicole.

Up for seconds..

Do we all remember Karl? My big latino lover?..well, my horny ass called him up a few weeks after valentines day to get my pussy filled by his grandiose.  The second time around was straight-up fucking, didn’t need to warm the oven it was literally little to no foreplay..just kissing and a little grabbing and there he enters his big cock inside of me filling me up like he did the first time.  My sexual appetite was in over drive that week, was not quite sure why.  However, I knew Karl was the only man that can fulFILL the job..His carnal tongue roamed my mouth and he rested his arms on my neck, I reminded him that not even the slightest chocking will be allowed.  My head was hanging from the foot of my mattress, my pelvic bones cracked from the spread of his hands.  His dick was so hard pushing against my upper walls.  15 minutes later..he warned me that he was about to cum but I wasn’t ready ..5 minutes later he couldn’t hold it and released his cum.  I pushed him off and went to the bathroom to clean up, he stayed for a while to do ‘small talk’ but I told him he can leave and there was no need for him to stay any longer.  Our sexual spark has rapidly diminished, the first time we had sex was nothing compared to what just happened 20 fucking minutes ago. .. A month later, he messaged me again. My theory is that he wants to hang out again, but quite honestly I am not feeling this guy anymore.  There are new meat in the horizon and similar to dick pics, dick vids are the new trend in sexting. ;}

 

-Kamilla Nicole

Missed me?

Hello to my beautiful and lustful readers.  I have been absent for awhile and have not participated on any dates since Valentine’s Day because I was too well fed with the D.  Yes! that is right! I was having too much sex and nothing could turn me on…so I’ve decided to hold out for a while, it has been a good 2 1/2 weeks of good penetration.  Perhaps on my next rendezvous, my orgasm will be even more intense!

In all seriousness, I’ve been consumed with school..it’s finals season and as I attend a famed fashion school, I unfortunately have three weeks of finals; exams, projects, and presentations!  At the end of all of this I’m pretty sure I deserve a good thrust against the wall.  Fuck me here, Fuck me there, Fuck me like this..blah blah blah.  Every time I finish my homework all I envision is a massive firm cock about to enter me in pleasure.  ahhhh.  it feels like eternity since I felt a hard solid dick hitting my pretty face.

Since I have a fetish with latino lovers, I enjoy listening to them speak to me in Spanish and telling me sweet nothings.  I myself learned something dirty to say in spanish! “tu pito jugoso llema mi chocha apretadita’ which translates “your big juicy cock fills my tight pussy.”  Every thing sounds hot in a foreign language.  So I think it’ll be a while since my next date night.  But do not worry because I still sext with these side hoes and there are still a lot of things to share. 😉

D for Delicious Dave

Before going on my drink date my best friend Liz mentioned that I should just enjoy the ride for each of my hook ups. She advised me to let loose, do anything and everything, let it flow, don’t resist, and be a good hoe I know you ought to be! Hard to do when you are caught up with unwanted emotions…

So I welcomed Dave into my apartment. He quickly laid on my bed. I took off my “fuck me” boots very slowly and made him wait for a little bit. As he kissed me I was honestly thinking about Z; it’s the new year and I’m still hung up on this other guy! What the hell is wrong me?… The guys I’ve seen, kissed, dated, hooked up after Z were a blur to me.  Dave was the next guy right after Z and all I wanted him to do was to fuck me unconsciously to forget about my thoughts.

The first time his dick entered me I gasped in anticipation; he occupied my walls really well. The way he was pounding me I could not get enough of.  I liked the way his big hard member was in me.  I enjoyed sucking his lengthy, heavy cock although that night I did not give my all in the blow job department. I’m proud to say I give the best head west of Mississippi. I’m a fucking third degree black belt holder when it comes to going down on my man.  However, Dave only got a taste of my tricks because I was not in a giving mood.  I just wanted him to endlessly pummel me. He pulled me up by my hair and stood behind me. He gently entered me, then he thrusted vigorously; I was bent over on my bed receiving every single heave of his thick cock.  I cried in pure pleasure because he felt so good.  I knew he enjoyed dominating me; being possessed and owned by him turned me on… Each slap on my ass he gave me got me wet.  Then, without his knowledge, Dave fucked me in my favorite position, the “Erotic ‘V’”, although we were deprived of a table.  Dave was strong. He caught me by surprise when he lifted me up and carried me and spun me around.  Each time he uttered “Good Girl!” I became more eager to ride him like an obedient girl. I felt all of his generous extended cock hitting my uterus.  I relished in pleasure and pain. His desire of pleasing me and requesting how he could make me cum was commendable.  But I knew that Z was the only one that could provide my sought out climax.  Dave was amazing but my emotional state of mind was for another man that night.  I was upset with myself since I never let my mood get in the way with sex. Alternating all these men was enjoyable and thrilling in the beginning but I began to wonder if I was getting bored. Am I slowly developing feelings for one of them? This was not ideal.  Dave informed me that he was about to cum and I told him to release it.  I always loved looking at men’s O faces.

Dave remained for a while to talk. As I was listening to him I was still staring at his colossal penis. It was still openly exposed and it was distracting me.  I do love big cocks.  Dave would be a good contender for constant dick but as of now I may have to deal with cleaning up my rotation list.

See you in Paris…

-Kamilla Nicole