I’m reposting the post I made about Anthony years ago! and at the end of it I will indulge you on how our meeting happened 4 years later. lol.
I should really retire this name..
I’ve finally met the lurve of my life, okay granted we spent one whole magical evening together and it was my first time meeting him but I was instantly in lurve! Looking back at it, I think I will leave it at that..We had the most amazing night and there is really no need to follow up on it or make a second date from it. I shed a lot of tears from that date and evening. I haven’t felt like this since Z..but this time I was vulnerable, I let my guard down and did a lot of things that I usually do not EVER do or condone.!
So meet Anthony, 28 an electrician in the city, he works at many construction sites and he lives in San Jose. He literally looks like a latino wolverine, I was instantly attracted to him..he picked me up and immediately complimented me, telling me how beautiful I am..obviously I ate it all up, what girl doesn’t like to be fed their egos like this..he was quite good with his words. On the way to our dinner he drove by Dolores Park, I mentioned that it was the only place in the city that I have not been to (fyi Dolores Park is where you basically go to smoke weed or do other drugs) and it is a big enough land to do anything tan etc..so he drove his car through the curb just so that I can see it and take a picture of the view, it was quite romantic…he also didn’t mind me adding himself on Instagram. So Anthony took me to this Cuban Restaurant Cha Cha Cha in the Mission, there is also one on Haight but most people goes to this location..This date was one of the most amazing dates I’ve ever had. He was fun I was literally wined and dined and that is my favorite thing ever!
This man earned his golden ticket, he invited himself up and I did not fight him for it, I showed him my apartment and we proceeded to fool around on my couch. His strong arms manhandled me down and pinned my arms above my head and spread my legs rapidly. My laced panties were drenched, he played with my clit while kissing my lips, his mouth matched with the rhythms of my tongue. He guided my hand to his hard cock, I loved the way he tasted, as he was about to put his cock in me I stopped him! “First, I was thinking was he gonna put his cock in me without a condom?! and Secondly, I want to see him again I can’t fuck him on our first date, he won’t be around!” I resisted, instead we stopped and talked for a while..I don’t know what happened but we were suddenly both on my bed, I kept saying no and resisting his arms, he was too strong for me, I didn’t want to have sex with him..but his kisses were poison, I was too weak to decline, at last I grabbed a condom from my collection and as he entered his dick in me, he filled my pussy so well. Anthony did not fuck me, he made love to me..omg from this time I knew I was in too deep and I need to gather myself because I am about to fall hard for this guy. He thrusted every inch of his cock and was intensely looking into my eye, I felt bare, it was as if he was looking into my soul. I closed my eyes, his sweat was dripping on my face and down my chest, our chemistry was intense and raw and carnal. I was enjoying it too much, I loved it too much. He finally released his juices, I went to the bathroom first to clean up as I was about to sit up, he grabbed me and cuddled with me. “Here I go again! breaking my rules, no cuddling Kamilla!” We talked about his upbringing, his exes, his family, his future, and his dreams, my head was on top of his chest, I could hear his heart beating so fast…At this point, I am petrified. Am I developing feelings already? FUCK!..He stayed and sleptover, yes another rule I broke..I don’t usually do sleepovers but I let him stay the night.
As I turned around to my other side, he grabbed on to me and would not let go of me, we held hands throughout the night I could feel his dick touching my ass. A few hours later I woke up, it was 2am..I tried to sneak off to the bathroom but he woke up and hugged me tightly, he leaned down to kiss me, oh my..I felt his prick harden..I could hear him say “Is this what you like Kam?” Oh my it is! I was so horny for him, I tried not to scream or make any sounds as he fucked my pussy so good, it was late I had to be silent. I did one thing that I said I would never do..I had sex with him without a condom..so stupid, I am so stupid..I let my guard down, and I let him fuck me. But his dick was perfect for my pussy, he slid in his cock in and out, Anthony stroked my hair away from my face and kissed me, he was about to cum and pulled out his dick and released his warm juiced all over my stomach, his cum was warm and I lathered it around my body, he fingered me to cum, I can feel his own juices on his fingers as he penetrated me. He was a gentle lover, he was my future boyfriend in my head..fuck I like him too much. Fuck. I do like him.
We slept through the night..he left early in the morning, we said our goodbye kisses..this was a good birthday present for myself, for the first time in my life I did not want this man to go. I held on longer. Don’t leave. I want you to stay.
Fast forward to present time 2k17.
My old job had me traveling alot, mostly to local areas. My boss at the time fired the whole team at one of our location in Silicon Valley, she needed me to stay overnight and booked me a hotel in the area. I finished closing early and had a little time to roam around, prior to this day Anthony has been reaching out to me the last 3 weeks. He has been following me on snapchat, watching my snap, messaging me on snap and texting me too. By the way he is also now a father, notice how I did not address him as daddy. lol. Anthony is also in a relationship with the mother of his child, he says that they are in an open relationship. At this point I was just having fun and being carefree so I was also very responsive with him. The time that I was in town, he kept pressing on meeting with me so the curious side of me did want to see him and to catch up. Thankfully, I always have my ratchet bag in my car in case of emergencies like this. I put on black-laced shorts, a baggy sweater and platform and sally hansen-ed the fuck of my legs, did not shave my pussy because I knew I wasn’t going to fuck him. Before I forget to mention this was also the same night Trump won the election. So, He picked me up with the same car he picked me up on 4 years ago, as I entered the car I gave him a hug. I noticed that he looked a little older and a little more ran down. He definitely looked like a dad. I was worried that old feelings and excitement would cloud my judgement, but seeing him again gave me good closure that I didn’t think I needed. I can honestly say that I dodged a bullet, I now understand when people say it is just not meant to be and he is just not yours. The first time I saw him I thought I was inlove, my head was in cloud nine… I was so into him, now looking at him and hearing about his current life and his state of mind when I first met him, I am so glad that God and the sex gods made sure that we did not end up together. He brought me to a local bar, and there we talked he kept his hands to himself most of the time, he had his palm at my back or my lap during the time we were together. It was getting late and I still had to work the next day so I asked him to drive me back to the hotel, I definitely think he thought he was about to get laid. He seemed very disappointed when I did not invite him back to my room, I wanted to just give him a small kiss on the cheek, but he grabbed my face and we just started to makeout. I pulled away within a few seconds because I didn’t want to give him any idea, when I felt his fingers in between my legs that was my signal to pull away. “Oh, so just like that huh?” he said. “Yes just like that tony, goodnight.” I responded.